Deleted Scene: Sophie Bumps into a Mind Change Target from Her Past

Spoiler alert: If you haven’t read FLIGHT, book 3 in The Voodoo Butterfly Series, you might not want to read this.

I loved this scene, where we get to see Tom again. Tom was Sophie’s first successful mind change target from book 1 in the series. He goes after her in the climax of the book, when she leaves St. Louis Cathedral, where Easter Vigil is happening. Tom actually pulls a gun on Sophie, intending to rob her.

Saint Louis Cathedral with Second Line on the Street; My Family in the Foreground

Saint Louis Cathedral with Second Line on the Street; My Family in the Foreground

"Sophie?" A man’s voice from behind me.

I turned to see Tom Dillard, who was my first successful mind change target. He had tried to rob me at gunpoint last Easter, but my magic kicked in and I was able to perform the spell all by myself. 

"Tom! " I said, giving him a quick hello hug. "How are you?"

"Really great," he said. 

Over the past year, I had checked in on Tom at his tattoo parlor on Bourbon Street and gotten to know him better and learned about what was going on in his life. Before I performed a mind change on him, his business has been failing, his house was in foreclosure, and he was going through a messy divorce and custody battle. 

Since then, he made changes to make sure his business was in the black and he could get his finances in order. His divorce did go through, but since he'd been attending AA meetings and his house was no longer in foreclosure, his ex-wife agreed to let him have partial custody of his kids.  

“Business is good. Still going to my meetings. My life’s definitely in a better place than when we first met,” Tom said. “Been hearing about all the good things Sacred Power is doing in the city.”

Sacred Power had teamed up with some local churches to help the elderly and disabled people who needed help with home maintenance and yard work. Most Sundays over the past several weeks, Poppy and I were out helping fix porch railings, clean gutters, or prune back overgrown landscape. My loa, Marie Laveau, had suggested that we “help the city’s poor” in one of her impromptu visits into my head. I told Yolanda and she got right on it, starting the initiative.

During her lifetime, our beloved Marie showed a lot of compassion for the poor of this city. Sacred Power can help serve our ancestor by fulfilling her wishes, Yolanda had said. I was just grateful that Yolanda and I were on the same team. Since the fiasco with Margaret and Eva, Yolanda had taken over as my mentor and she had actually taken a liking to me.

“It was great seeing you,” Tom said, enveloping me in another hug. “I’ll drop by your shop sometime.”

“Okay, sounds good,” I said. “Bye, Tom.”

My heart swelled. I loved bumping into my mind change targets and catching up with them after the fact. Many of the people I changed just felt backed into a corner. My spell helped eradicate all the negative emotional gunk from their mind, body, and spirit, which enabled them to think more clearly, make good choices, and overcome their inner demons. 

“Hopefully more people are noticing all the good we’re doing in the community,” Poppy said, as we walked down the street. 

“Let’s go try some wedding cake,” I said, trying to sound excited about wedding planning now.

How to Take a Spiritual Bath

In Emergence, Papa Moses instructs Sophie to take spiritual baths because she's crossed. I learned about spiritual baths and hoodoo from Rootman Venu when he gave a presentation about the topic in Joplin, MO, a few years ago. Because I was working on The Voodoo Butterfly Series, I scribbled pages of notes as Venu spoke, so that I could incorporate his information and make my series more authentic.

I asked Rootman Venu to conjure a batch of 13 Herb Bath.

Here's the instructions for taking a spiritual bath:

Rise before dawn with enough time to bathe before sunrise. In silence, draw your bath. Add minerals, teas or bath crystals. If desired, you can dress two white candles, such as tea lights, with Blessing Oil, & put on outer corners of tub. Pray the appropriate Psalm & prayer. Pour bath water over self a certain number of times (for Uncrossing, 13x) Save a portion of the bathwater. When exiting the tub, visualize yourself as passing through a gate of light, being reborn as you step out of the tub. Air dry. Dress in clean, white clothing. Go to the crossroads with bathwater. Throw to the East over your left shoulder, before or at the Sunrise, going home, and not looking back. In the case of Uncrossing/13 Herb work, you would pray the 37th Psalm & pour the water over your head 13x.

I woke around 5 AM.

The packet of 13 Herb Bath smelled like Ricola cough drops and looked like Papa Moses' Wacky Tobacky. As I tinkered around the kitchen and brought the pitcher of infused water up to our bathroom, Hubby was probably like, "What is she DOING in there!" But he stayed in bed.

After I poured the water over my head 13 times, it took a lot longer to air dry than I anticipated, so I was thankful for the warm weather. Decided to drive to a crossroads by the train tracks near my house because it's a quiet spot and kind of a double crossroads.

Here's me leaving my bad mojo behind.

My Experience with World Religion: Islam

Disclaimer: This was an incredibly difficult post to write. First off, Islam has so much controversy surrounding it: Jihad, 9-11, suicide bombings, and the list goes on. These terrible things are perpetuated by bad people. Secondly, I have Muslim friends (both in America and abroad) and I love them. They are good people. With that said, I feel compelled to speak out against the extremist factions of Islam that perpetuate violence against the innocent.


People who perpetuate violence in the name of God really, really get to me.  So seeing news stories or films depicting the torture and killing of women and children in Islamic countries really gets me riled up. When I think about what it would be like to be a woman in a place like Pakistan or Afghanistan, I just don’t even want to go there because I am a woman and mother to a baby girl and a little boy.

Malala Yousafzai’s story comes to mind. In 2009, at 11 years old, she started blogging for the BBC, detailing her life as a young girl trying to get an education in Pakistan. The Taliban moved into her town and wanted to ban girls from attending school, so she became a young activist, promoting education for young women. In 2012, at age 15, she was shot in the face by a member of the Taliban. She survived and continues to speak out for the rights of women and children, especially on the subject of education. I hear a story like this and my mind gets this message: women are worthless and they must obey. Or else.

Subservient. Worthless. That’s the message I–and I think many Americans–understand about a woman’s place in Islam.

But this series of blog posts is supposed to be about my personal experience with the different religions, not about societal attitudes or philosophical arguments, so I’ll tell you a story about the first time I visited my husband’s home country of Malaysia. Malaysia is a Muslim country, so I felt anxious because all I had to go on was the media’s coverage of Islam. When we met up with a group of my husband’s Muslim friends, all the women wore head coverings. My chest filled with outrage and anxiety because, to me, wearing thehead covering was an act of submission.

“Why are they being forced to wear those?” I thought. “Why don’t they step out from behind the veil and stand up for their rights as women?”As if they’d rise up like the American bra-burning feminists of the 1960s. Right.

Before I even spoke with my husband’s friends, though, I had seen many, many Muslim women wearing the hijabin Malaysia. Just random people out in public: at the airport, at the grocery story, at a restaurant. But my American mind had only seen movies and news stories which showed the Taliban stoning women in a stadium or shooting girls for attending school. My mind imagined these Malaysian women to be meek, hidden, and oppressed.

Then I actually had a real conversation with them and what I actually encountered during that first meeting with my husband’s college mates was a group of empowered women who held Engineering degrees from American universities. They were mothers and wives. They were strong faithful women who spoke their mind and exhibited character. They came across as “normal” to me.

I even felt comfortable enough asking them about their head covering. They explained the difference between a hijab and a burqa; the hijab is a covering for the head and chest, but does not cover the face. They explained how Muslims in different countries practice differently. A Middle Eastern Muslim would have different attitudes than they might about how a woman should dress in public. These new acquaintances explained that they wear the hijab as an act of modesty. I’d never considered that and I felt kind of stupid when they explained it that way. Now, when I see Muslim women wearing a head covering, my brain registers “modesty” instead of “subservience.”

I can’t solve the violence in the Middle East. I can’t save a woman from being stoned or a schoolgirl from being shot by the Taliban. Most of my “crazy day” is spent doing mundane things like folding laundry or changing diapers. But I do know that I want my kids to grow up in a good world. The only thing I can affect is my little piece of this world: my family. So my hope is that I can raise my family to use critical thinking and common sense when formulating opinions. And when we don’t really understand something or somebody, we actually ask a person who knows the answer. I can teach my kids to use kindness instead of violence, but to also stand up against injustice (even on the playground). Then I can pray each night, with one baby girl and one little boy, for “peace in the whole world. Amen.”

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My Experience with World Religion: Judaism

Judaism. Of all the faiths, it seems like the Jews have had the toughest go of it with regards to religious freedom. Throughout ancient history and into the modern day, the Jewish people have faced persecution and have even had to fight for their lives. All for being Jewish.

Which brings me to a very humbling experience that I had at a place where that sort of persecution happened to Jewish people not so very long ago.

During the fall of 2000, I studied abroad in London and was able to take several trips to nearby Europe. A few of us decided to visit Prague, Czech Republic. It was a fun trip fueled by Red Bull and Vodka and lots of cheap, delicious food. On that trip, we learned about the Velvet Revolution, where Czechoslovakia shrugged off the iron curtain of Communism with peaceful revolution.

We visited the Jewish Cemetery in Prague with its many, many headstones jabbing up out of the ground at odd angles (see above picture).

One of the other items mentioned in my tour book was a day trip to the concentration camp of Terezin, outside of Prague.

When I saw the sign above the entrance to Terezin (see picture to the left), it sunk in, “This all really happened. It’s not just in a movie or in a book. This is really still here.”

Arbeit Macht Frei, or “Work Makes (You) Free,” was posted above the entrance to some concentration camps in Nazi Germany, giving Jewish people who entered, the false hopes that they could earn their freedom back through hard work and conformity.

Every person should go to a Nazi concentration camp once in their lifetime if given the chance. Experience the place. Let it sink into your body. Stand in a place like that and know the truth with each free breath you take.


Terezin was not a death camp, like Auschwitz, which means that people were not exterminated here. However, Terezin was a transient camp where they moved people from Jewish ghettos around Europe into the death camps. The picture above (with benches, bunks, and tables) shows a barracks for 400-600 people. Can you imagine what it would be like to sleep with that many people jammed into the bunks and on the floors? How could you sleep?


The picture above shows the showers at Terezin. These were real showers, not a gas chamber like the ones in Auschwitz.


The picture above is Terezin’s crematorium. Though mass killing didn’t occur here, people did die from natural causes and this is where they would be cremated.

Terezin may not be as infamous as some of the other Nazi concentration camps, but it still carried the heaviness of the Holocaust on its shoulders. Our tour group remained pretty much silent through the entire tour.

So why would I choose to go to such a terrible place? Because we, as human beings, should never forget what the Jews of Europe went through before and during WWII. It’s good to recognize that, even though the Holocaust happened seventy years ago, terrible things still happen in this world. The best we can do is be aware of it and try to make the world a better place in whatever way we can.

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My Experience with World Religion: Buddhism

When I envision a Buddhist, I always think of someone very centered, in the moment, and peaceful. And I can relate to the need for inner balance because I have always been naturally drawn to Eastern practices like meditation and yoga. I grew up in the Midwest where I had very little exposure to other cultures, so I have no idea where that tendency came from.

Every time we visit Malaysia, we go to the Buddhist temple in Ipoh (my husband’s hometown). It’s a unique place because it’s built into a mountain and if you follow a walking tunnel, you end up in the center of the mountain which has been completely hollowed out by some geological process. The five-story building in the picture has more than enough room in this courtyard made by Mother Nature.

During one visit at the temple, I noticed this picture of the birth of Jesus:

I remembered iconography from Western art that included the Virgin Mary holding her baby surrounded by angels. All the holy figures pictured with halos to represent their divinity.

“How cool,” I said to my husband. “The Buddhists recognize Jesus, too?”

When I leaned in closer, the plaque labeled this painting as “The Birth of Buddha.” So if the birth of Jesus and the birth of Buddha are portrayed in such startlingly similar ways, how different can we, as humans searching for answers, really be?

Malaysia has an interesting dynamic, because it is a Muslim country with practicing Buddhists, Christians, and Hindus. My husband’s family has lived there for three generations and there has NEVER been war or terrorism in this tiny country where four major religions have to coexist. In fact, regardless of religion, my Hindu family will visit holy places and recognize the sacredness of the place. We go to the Buddhist temple and light incense, praying by the Buddha statue. Plus we get to feed these cute little turtles who live in the mountain.

St. Mary’s Catholic Church was next door to the Hindu temple where we got married. Muslim prayers from the local minarets echo through the valley at sundown. And I’ve gotten to see the bright colors people wear to the many Hindu holy festivals we’ve attended. I’m so happy that my kids will get to experience all the different types of beauty that these religions have to offer.

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My Experience with World Religion: Hinduism

I’ve been married three times. Yep, three times to the same man. The first ceremony was at the courthouse to get our marriage license. The second was a Catholic ceremony at Paradise Cove in Malibu because I always wanted a beach wedding. The third was a Hindu one when we visited Malaysia for the first time. PS–I’d never met my husband’s family until that trip two years after our first (courthouse) wedding.

While the Hindu wedding was much different than the Catholic ceremony, I definitely noticed similarities between the expressions of the two faiths in my first trip to Malaysia.

The morning of our Hindu wedding, we went to the local temple to honor Ganesh (the elephant god in the picture), an important deity to my husband’s family.

Then we took the supplies and headed back to the house for a small, intimate ceremony. The nuptials were in Telegu, my Hindu family’s language, so I had no idea what was going on. However, I did think it was incredibly cool that the ceremony was performed by my MIL and FIL along with two other women friends of the family. Catholicism has such a strong, patriarchal tradition that it was refreshing to be honored by women during this process.

Certain elements of the Hindu ritual were very familiar to me as a Catholic. They used incense (note the smoke in the picture), which is used often during Catholic rites. There were also tiny oil lamps, like the candles used in Catholic marriages. And what wedding would be complete without flowers?

Obviously, there were some VERY foreign elements. Take the picture of the two bananas in a coconut. I have no idea what that meant, so I made up my own explanation. Instead of two peas in a pod, we’d be like two bananas in a coconut. Anyway, it was a cute little memory.

My wedding sari was much more colorful than the white dress for the Christian ceremony, but I LOVED all that jewelry, wearing fresh jasmine in my hair, and getting henna on my hands and feet.

In the evening, we ate lots of delicious Indian food with my new family and friends. And that is definitely familiar to me as a Catholic, because we marry in the afternoon and party all night.


All you need is love.

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My Experience with World Religion: Christianity

SPOILER ALERT: Do NOT allow children to read this! Major Spoiler Alert! (Probably THE spoiler alert of all spoiler alerts).

With the Christmas season all wrapped up and put away for the next 12 months, I decided to reflect on my experience as a mother to a six-year-old. People, I’ve never had to lie so much in my life. My little man, X, is asking questions these days. LOTS of questions and that means I have to make up answers… Ahem. Okay. Lie.

Exhibit #1: Santa. I am glad my parents lied to me about this. I have lots of warm memories of anticipation and excitement about getting presents and being a good girl. Thanks, Mom and Dad. I really do mean that. Santa was slightly scary for me when I actually met him in person, and still is for my own kids.

Exhibit #2: On a tangent, I must note that X screamed his head off (I have pictures to prove that, too) when he met the Easter Bunny. Those were a bad couple of years, but he managed to keep it together for Santa.

I can deal with lying about Santa and the Easter Bunny because these stories embody the things I want my kids to know and live by: generosity, hope, magic, happiness. But now there’s a new craze that makes me lie on a daily basis during the Christmas season.

Exhibit #3: Elf on the Shelf. X’s teacher has an elf on the shelf. We actually have an original elf on the shelf from the 60s, but I chose to remain blissfully ignorant of this elf on the shelf phenom until it hit close to home. It started with X-man’s daily report about Snowball (the classroom elf). He’d follow up his report with questions about OUR sedentary elf. It went a little something like this.

X: Today, Snowball left everyone gummy bears while we were at P.E.

Me: Wow. (Notice the short response so as not to trip up on my ignorance).

X: Why doesn’t our elf on the shelf work?

My subconscious: Anything you say will be a lie.

Me: [Squirms in chair]. We must have forgotten to activate it.

My subconscious: Liar! Liar McLiar-ton! This is your child for God’s sake.

X: [Considers.] Hmm. How do we activate it?

MePlease, make it stop! Make the questions stop. I don’t know. Let me look it up on the Internet.

Note: The information I have put together is this. The Elf on the Shelf watches and listens all day long (slightly creepy). Then it reports back to Santa at the North Pole nightly (slightly like Communist Russia and the KGB). To help it fly, you must put a dish of sugar out for it. The elf needs a name. Ours was going to be Crazy, but we settled with Bud. (Fair enough, an elf does need a name). When the elf flies back every night, it lands somewhere else in the house, so the kids have to find it the next day. (One more thing for me to remember to do. Not a big thing. But a thing nonetheless. Not to mention, I also feel like I’m lying. Again.) An elf on the shelf cannot be touched by human hands. (Very good rule, elf on the shelf creators.)

So I moved Bud semi-regularly. And once in a while he had sugar. But really I’m still kind of struggling with the whole elf on the shelf phenomenon. I thought it would go away after a year or two of enthusiasm. But I think it’s here to stay for the duration of my two kids’ childhoods.

I’m struggling and here are my inner thoughts about Bud the elf: Why do I have to do ONE MORE thing over the holiday season? I have a baby. I’m BUSY. I also don’t want to have to lie on a daily basis about our elf.

But then there’s the Christmas and wonder part of me that’s thinking…

We can make memories. It’s so sweet when they’re little. They believe in magic. Deep down, I believe in magic too. And I LOVE Christmas. I break out the Christmas music in July just to get a taste of it and then start playing the stuff everyday after Thanksgiving (sometimes after Halloween). Decorating the Christmas tree has become more fun every year as X gets more patience and enthusiasm for the project. It’s fun to watch him and hubby decorate our front yard with lights. Christmas is fun, even though it does require some work.

So what have we learned here? Lie. Lie like there’s no tomorrow and then lie some more.

No, really, when I think of the effort that it takes to keep these traditions in motion, it makes me realize that we, as parents, are guardians of magic. These phenomenon live on because we put in the effort to help our kids understand that magic is possible. And in a world where real lying occurs–the kind that hurts people and causes war, famine, holocaust–we should feel okay when we make up stories to call into being all of the wonder of a season that allows wonderful things to be real.

*Originally posted on The Literary Ladies Blog

World Religions: Let's Explore

My husband and I have been seeking out new churches. And on this beautiful journey to find out where we belong, we have come across St. Paul’s Methodist Church. St. Paul’s runs Wednesday night classes where the kids do their own activities and the parents get to learn. Hubby and I signed up for the Christianity and World Religions class.

My plan with this next series of blog posts is not to reiterate what I learn in the classes. And I do not have the knowledge base (or space in a single post) to explain each of the world religions. That said, I do have personal experience with each of the world religions. On the one hand, hubby is from Malaysia, a Muslim country, which has practicing Buddhists, Christians, and Hindus, too. Magically, they live in harmony there. Also, his family are all Hindu, so I will share my photos and stories about faraway Malaysia and its cultural variety. On the other hand, I am from the Midwest of America. The town I grew up in has very little diversity. The town I currently live in has very little diversity. Actually, an arsonist burned down the local mosque in the town that I now live. Luckily, my family brought me up to love other cultures and I would say that most people in the Midwest are peace-loving and accepting of others.

The next five posts have the potential to ruffle some feathers simply because they deal with religion, which makes us face our differences. Dealing with “the other” upsets some people. That is not my intention. My intention is to share my personal experiences; those moments when my life adventure has allowed me to meet people of other faiths and understand their customs. Fasten your seat belt and enjoy the flight.

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My Experience at the Most Haunted House in America: The Myrtles Plantation

Now for my experiences at The Myrtles Plantation, America’s most haunted house.

2:00 PM–We checked into The William Winters Room and after, literally, dropping off our bags, we left our room to walk around the grounds. About twenty minutes later we came back and as we opened the door to our room, Mom and I were overwhelmed with the smell of gardenias. The smell had not been there before and I didn’t say anything initially because I didn’t want to be overzealous.

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Mom mentioned, “Can you smell that?”

Mom didn’t know it, but I had just read some online accounts and one person experienced a strong smell of gardenias in her room, too. I recognized the gardenia scent because I had used gardenia sachets in my dresser for years. Sara Winters, one of the many owners of the house, spruced up the rooms for her guests by spraying perfume. It is interesting to note that the apparition my mom described in my last post was the figure of William Winters, Sara’s husband, and the man our room was named after. After being shot, William died in Sara’s arms on the seventeenth step. 

Additionally, legend has it that a young girl died in our room. She was very sick and was on her deathbed already when the parents employed the help of a voodoo priestess who put a gris-gris bag in the floorboards under this rug. When we lifted the rug there was a floorboard that had been replaced with an ill-fitting board. The girl died anyway and the black woman was blamed for her death and hung from the chandelier. There were certain places in the house where I felt extreme dizzy spells, specifically outside of our room. Dizziness affects those who are sensitive to certain changes in energy associated with haunted areas.

William Winters died on the 17th step

William Winters died on the 17th step

3:00 PM–Decide to get some rest before darkness. The room had its own thermostat and the vent blows directly on our bed, so we are very warm. However, we keep feeling cold drafts (drafty, old house perhaps?) and I feel a pair of icy “hands” cover mine on top of the covers.

Intermission: Not much happening while we were out on the porch until midnight, but we are having a blast hanging out and sipping liquid courage with a family of four from Texas.

2:30 AM–I am lying awake in bed, but near sleep. Mom lays beside me dozing. Suddenly the end of the bed starts rhythmically shaking from side to side. After thirty seconds of the rocking motion, I decide to wake Mom. I squeeze her hand, but she is out of it. Finally, I shake her and say aloud, “They’re shaking the end of the bed!” And the shaking stops as quickly as it started.

We slept in this room

We slept in this room

3:00 AM–Piano plays in another portion of the house. Only one couple has access to that part of the home and they did not touch the piano.

5:00 AM–A child-like presence crawls into bed with us. If you have kids, you know what it feels like to have a toddler climb onto the end of your bed, then slowly crawl up between you and your spouse, and snuggle in between.

7:30 AM–The ghosties rhythmically rock the end of our bed again. The movement is not a jolting shake as seen on the movie, The Exorcist. Instead, it feels like someone is rocking our bed as if to say, “Good morning sweethearts. Time to wake up.” I get out of bed and try to recreate the rocking motion, but the bed is much to heavy and well-built for me to shake it from side to side.

After describing my experiences, some have said, “I would be freaked out if something started shaking the bed or crawled into bed with me! Weren’t you scared?!” Actually, it was comforting. I have experienced living in a haunted house and some of my experiences at my home were terrifying, but the ghosts at The Myrtles seem to like having visitors. They provide reassuring touches or show you a glimpse of their world. These experiences humble me and reaffirm my faith in an afterlife. The paranormal reminds me there is so much we do not understand about our world…or the next.

Read about the experiences my mom and sisters had at this place in 2008.

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